Cancelled roof meeting, James, and Sir Karl's "cool"

Didn't get to talk to God on the roof last night. James called me late. Funny, he texted me if he should bother calling or if i was too tired or angry to want him to call me. We talked a while... I should work on my green issues...it's how i was raised, poor kid in rich environments always ends up being green-eyed, and as for me hehe green-blooded too. Anyway, I never talk to James about this but it bothers me, his luck or his favor, God I pray I will learn to be trusted with blessings. ANd I'm sorry for all that profanity I released on blessy, I wasn't wrong in being angry, but i was wrong in cursing...shouldn't have done that, Sorry God. My Natural Science class is like an hour from now, gonna try and learn again. James and I are watching Feng Shui tonight although I'd rather couch with him and have sex... A date in the movies isn't really a date with your date, it's a date with the movie...I miss James...I miss laughing with him and being like a kid with no problems but candy and how to get it. Anyway, I kinda hope we won't be watching the movies tonight.James' mom found his porn...hahahahhahahaha...to think that he was really concerned with me being caught with my porn and now his mom finds his! hehehe.
I'm assissting a theatre workshop tomorrow teaching fellow college students...I'm not really into it but Miss Rabago wanted me to...I was her preference....cool. Sir Karl sad I had a very good concept in my plate yesterday and he said cool to the opening transparent closets...cool. I have to find a way to post my art...help?