Fuck. crap.shit. He called me an asshole. It was through text but however he said it, I would still have the same reaction. I didn't let it go until just now. And now i'm gonna throw all my crap about this in in this blog and try not to think about it. Crap, I seriuosly thought of leaving him. I never even called him any of those names he uses. I hate it. i hate it. I hate it. I wish I knew randy. And i wish i could talk to him. Crap. Chai said I'm intrigued by him, the cause of all my randy this and that. But it's true. I love James but i just wanna know what's inside the Randy Box. Well anyway, James is a jerk, a prick, an asshole, an arrogant spoiled brat, a pompous colonial wannabe and a weasely toothpick. Crap, I'm never gonna let him call me any name, and He sure cancelled a lot of benefits for himself from me. What if i go back to my state of just letting him do all the stuff? that would would piss him off. And for sure, calls and texts are limited. I hate it so much. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I wish he didn't do it.
