My parents got me a new cellphone last sunday.a Sony Ericsson T100(yes, I'm poor). When I got home with my sister and nephew, my dad got especially angry at me. He started nagging at me, and scolding me and accusing me stuff. I knew why he was acting like that. he didn't want to buy me that phone. I guess when he got home he realized what kind of son he bought the phone for and thought it wasn't worth the money. I was cooking fries for me and my nephew when it happened, the new decision. My dad came in(again), and started nagging at me and accusing me that all I do in school is lakwatcha(bad fun), I talked back and asked him if he sees me all the time like he was God. He snapped at me, basically telling me to shut up.I started singing songs in my head so I wouldn't hear him as he kept on talking and went out. .. When I got back to the living room to watch survivor, I said to myself..."That's it, I hate him."
Later that night, james called. I told him about my dad and what i said. He said he didn't want to encourage me hating my parents...didn't affect my decision.
Later still, after we had sex on the phone, before we said good night to each other, he told me not to hate my dad. I asked him if he hated his dad. He said "No". "Do you love him". "Yes" was the answer. He asked for me how much, he said "not much"."Okey" I said.
"G'night Russ", "Good night James". "Love you", "Love you too". "Bye" (smack), "Bye"(smack).
So continues the challenge of me loving my dad.
