I wrote two poems since last night. Weird. I think I'm evolving, finally, I'm not stuck anymore. I miss some things i don't even know. I miss a lot of things. I miss being with lots of people and being comfortable at the same time. I'm gonna go to a yoga center sometime compliments of chai. i hope i can meet new true friends there and i hope it won't be cult-like. Anyway, I'm wearing orange and randy's wearing blue. i hope i get to see him after this. Enough blogging for today now. This isn't helping. Peace out everyone. Hope you're all better. I"m gonna post the poems and some others next time.