Shaking hands and shaking heads

crap...i dunno what the hell happened to my hands...all of a sudden they start shaking when I shuffled the copies of my poems. I think i'm not healthy anymore...i'm getting thinner i think and i'm not getting enough sleep...crap...and this guy I keep seeing....my head just keeps shaking with the rest of my ilk wether or not he'll ever come out of his transparent closet. I miss my boyfriend. I miss my dog, she died sometime last night. she orphaned 5 puppies. Weird, it's like they're grieving, none of them went out of their open cage...I shake my head to dory's death....I sure hope all dogs do go to heaven...peace out dory...I got you out of the streets into my home and now you're gone...you were a good dog.