Good morning to you all. I am here once again in this momentous continuation of the documentation of my life. Crappy night i had after going out with friends eating tiny ice cream in tiny cones...talked to av this morning...texted people, adding friends to my friendster account. I feel like shit. anyway, music has become one of my train routes out of depression, let me say that it has helped me a lot. Now I wanna dance. I wanna shout. Dark clouds caused by moi loom over the skies...no sunlight yet for cebu til russ shines again. WAsn't accepted in the viva exhibit...one down...so much for that. So much for most things...One of these days I'm gonna open this rusted trunk of me and see either chaos or beauty and then ride with it in full grace and prominence...watch out mindworks...I will explode...watch out unang alay...let me say fuck you to everything since nothing seems to be beautiful in my eyes for the moment. Fuck. Let it rain. Let the whole world be flooded either with my tears or the rain that comes with it. Hanson has a new song out again....but I feel more "underneath"...YO'fire people will be elated to hear news of me... let them laugh...let them swallow their words...let their bellies swell with pride... orange shirt and vintage fatigue pants and my shoes that say "airwalk" all over. SEx....no sex since that saturday...I wonder how i'm gonna work this out. I'm gonna go to that meditation center and explore and be enlightened, I wanna know what they say about my life path...I'm sorry guys, Russ is just having some awful crappy time.......just wait til he gets better ok? hmmmmhmmmmmmmmmmhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmm....ladidada. fuck.
peace and love to the people i'm not angry with...............hehheehe
