after the culmination...Jay, haidee, Jad and I went to Mr. A's for drinks. Cora and Larry caught up. we went back to ecotech and stayed up to talk and drink...marz and the others came back until jay, cora, larry, jad, marz and I were the only ones left. First, Marz made us pick one card and then he gave all of us a full reading.
one card, I took two diay.
i'm on a journey...
something about me balancing my feminine and masculine side
kalimot nako sa uban
full reading....
my causelessness as a rebel
relationship with mom
starvation of my spirit
after the reading, I slept with jay.
that was the last night.
larry had a scary experience with marz.
I slept on his bed, jay's bed.
I was disturbed by my reading and disturbed
about him and me
about his leaving.
(hugs and kisses under blue blankets
sparkling whispers in the dark)
and all the unknown stuff.
marz and bryan are leaving today.
