James...we got invites to a Jazz concert...

Ms stela called me out from outside the Humanities Division office..
Ms stel: Magkita pa mo ni James?(Are you still seeing James?)
silence
silence
silence with confused dunno-what-to-say eyes
Russ: uumm..yeah...kung emergency (ummm...yeah...in emergencies)
Ms stela hands me these two invites..Flamenco Jazz invites, my music
Russ: What's this! Wow! Thanks miss!
Ms stela: I got mine too...
smile
Russ: THanks Miss!
Looking at the invites Leaving

Later that night, I went up the roof. Why do I have these Nightly Missing-James episodes? I'm gonna e-mail him about the invites if he doesn't read my blog. I miss him. I stopped texting Randy. I'm tired. I just wanna be with james.

The invites make me sad. The concert's this Wednesday. I want to see it with James. We only did one week, we still got at least three weeks. i don't think he will. I hope he will. I'm gonna ask him anyway, i miss him so much.