Reposting: I realized i need intense emotion to write

-(This ain't what I'm feeling today, except for the missing part)
-(I'm not getting over anyone)

Emotional crap with
Fucked up neurosis
as a side-effect

missing the kissing
feeling,
whining, moaning
to this
grumbling, this hurting
falling, sinking
into oblivion
going ghost-like
following
the intangible,
understanding
the incomprehensible
freaking out
holding in
fucked up
burned down
watching the flickering
squinting to lightning
itching for something
looking for nothing
but someone
not everyone
just someone
not anyone
going crazy
getting sober
going lazy
getting over
you