one day more...til the workshop... Ms. Pinzon asked Vera and me to dance the "invocation to the muse". I'm gonna use "vocea", from cirque du soleil's "varekai" soundtrack for the music. Finally, i get to dance again...with an audience, with the song I want to dance to...I've been dying to dance to "vocea" ever since I heard it. I saw "the core" this morning after I watched "cats",( theatrical production in film). "the core" was dead exciting. It literally got me up standing and closing my eyes not wanting to see what would happen next or what was happening. Hew!!! it was definitely a thrill of a ride. Vera and yen are at yen's shack, I'm here blogging while i wait for them...We're supposed to watch the spanish filmfest today, I guess we're missing the first movie. Mozarella just came to my head while typing the title...wala lang. Still, I miss james. And every now and then he comes to my mind and leaves me blanked and wanting him... Anyway, I've got a lot've stuff to be washed that i have to bring to the workshop...5 days...clothes for 5 freakin days...how the hell is that gonna fit into one backpack? I'm excited. but I'm a bit scared..Get ready russ...for the best and the worst comments and suggestions for your literary work. crap. I'm missing james again, just this second...Filmfests are supposed to be our thing...just the two of us... Much of our relationship was developed by spending time together watching international and foreign filmfests..I miss him. Psyched Psych students are scrampering around here...scamper...james used to make fun of my size...told me something bout me scampering like a rabbit... they're really noisy and distracting...cramming...doing papers they have to do...and it's the sem break already like for almost a week now and they're still here typing their asses off...I'm glad I'm where i am now, fine arts, hum div...learning what I want to learn and having fun while doing and yet still challenged to do more and learn more... Thank you God. thank God I'm me....
