Larry lent me 'Letters to a young poet". Oh my freakin crap....Rilke is so moi. I mean he's like a mature version of me. SHould I remain the old child that I am or is there room for my anomalies to be corrected or should my anomalies be corrected in the first place. Existence. Speculating hasn't been much fun since I went out of "born-againism" or has it? I dunno. Let me blab. One day more. Another day. Another destiny. then I'm off to Bacolod. Tomorrow is James' birthday. I will shut myself up regarding these issues, I think I've said enough. Grabe naman sad kung wa gihapon ko at least na-acknowledge.
Larry has this certain fragrance...it's stuck in the book. I have a thing with smells. It's one of the ways I remember people. I still have the little perfume. I keep smelling it before i go to sleep. I'm seein J in a day!!!! yehey!! It's great to see a fellow fellow(?)I cannot let my mind linger this time though. I am a leaf in the wind, as of now. Later I will bump into something and then I'll know, that would be it. The first two letters of Rilke gave me goosebumps. I cannot look at his picture on the cover. Scary. It's as if i'm looking at my future from the past. This blog isn't serving me right anymore. I'm gonna make a real journal. I'll keep this blog running though but for now, I'll post not so deep personal stuff, especially heart issues. Nah....I'll let fate decide. Larry's in Manila now and so are millions of people. I wonder what's up with kris John...haven't heard from him..Av called me kanina...it was good to hear from her. Made my morning even better. Ka-brews peeps are still out of sight nd haven't posted anything new in their blogs so far. I managed to get some music for unang alay and did some coreography last night....I am so scatterbrained right now....it's funny. smile everyone..I wanna go do a cartwheel....in my head.
