I wish things were better. A while ago i said "God is out of sight, out of reach".I said "tonight, i will kill myself". I said " I'm tired, I'm tired". I said "I wish he was here,I wish I could hug him, even for a while." I said "i miss him".
Dark have been my thoughts of late.
My Elvish name is Caranthir Seregon.
I can also be called Feanor
or Carnil
or Carnilfin
I got back rilke from vera.I will read it tonight.
I need to read morrisson too.
may i ask this question to the universe...
WHY?
I will sleep tonight, and hopefully I will sleep in peace.
peace and love. i could use some....
