I watched "The Joy Luck Club" yesterday, and shit I cried in like 4 of the stories... hehehe. If i hadn't watched it though, I wouldn't have been able to sleep due to the anger and disappointment and betrayal I felt from some selected UPSTAGE members and yes- the goddess of disunity and psychoses herself - Blessy.
We have like 3 days to go before the Dong Karyo contest and rehearsals start tomorrow... I hope and wish and pray to God we win this time.
Been going to mass for my spiritual food, started Christmas season, started going to weekly regular masses the first weeks of classes this year.
Today, the priest Jojo, delivered, for the first time, a decent faith-growing homily. I was inspired and encouraged to have faith and trust in God and myself. Liyo and I have been going to mass together occassionaly but sometimes we just see each other there.
Jay is moving to cebu and I want to make a film as soon as possible. I did not meet nick for nothing. i pray to God i win a big cash prize in the PLDT contest so I can buy A laptop or a camera or a tv. just a hope. that's all i have. pray for me, passerby.
anyway, I've been sick and weak most the time, I am still unhealthy i suppose. i have a cough, colds, and this never-ending sleepiness and sluggishness. I miss swimming in a pool, being submerged in water, even just wading or resting there watching my man. well anyway, that's not gonna happen, I'll settle with my nights at bo's, editing pre-written poetry or attempting to draw again. My drawing passion is paralyzed, drawing on a sketchpad brings a lot of memories and we know what that brings me, not smiles but tears. I cannot even watch movies alone....duh...it's getting late and I'm getting hungry. Ciao.
