The post title is the actually the title for a poem I did for an invocation-Liyo's group exhibit. I dunno what's happening to me these days, but at least i don't feel as bad as I used to. My birthday's coming up and i so wish to buy for myself the Boy wonder "robin" First Appearance Collectible Figure, costs a thousand bucks. I only got two five and I still have to decide wether to buy a televsion(probably surplus or secondhand) or pay the computer repairs or do something like travel or treat people and stuff. i miss the bat and sometimes i get these episodes of yearning...and i seem to be getting more of them or less...i don't know, I'm not thinking clearly...maybe i'm just overwhelmed by this missing feeling. FASO elections was quite a blow...I'm still not in the Execom. worst thing is my classmates wanted to put me in it, first for year rep, then THEY decided i should have a spot on the higher positions...then when my name was mentioned for Vice-Chair and Chair....I didn't have any classmates..and the elections were fun, people would clap for the names mentioned that they wouldn't vote for but when it was my name---it was fucking quiet. and somebody said "Ay...." I dunno. i felt really alienated. Now, I know my place...as far as the people in my course are concerned.
It's late. have to go leave you with this lyric from coldplay:
In the haze, the stormy haze,
I'll be here..i will wait in line(?) always always
here I am and I'll take my time, here I am I will wait in line always...always...
I dunno, I'm just making the words up..au revoir!
