10 Things I'd like to point out.

1. The now is more important than what lies ahead. What is ahead will also become the now.
2. The poem "Petal" is a confrontation of my childhood, which, I seem to have lost and through the "petal experience" I somehow regained. Everything is red.
3. Nietzche may have died insane but what the heck, he wrote a lot, maximized his existence.
People always seem to think madness is an ugly thing. I think Nietzche was more angry than he was existing. Bad move.
4. I didn't eat breakfast, therefore , I shall eat a double sized lunch.
5.After watching Mozart's biopic "Amadeus", I have come to admire both the hero and the villain: Wolfgang Mozart and Antonio Salieri. Salieri's disposition may have been similar to Nietzche's.
6. I would rather be mad than be a blind Christian.
7. I would rather be a christian than a non-existent.
8. I would rather exist than anything else.
9. My old Youth on FIRE friends seem to have forgotten me. I didn't leave my friends, I left the church, so what's up y'all?
10. Others seem to be afraid of talking to me...weird.