My Thesis on God and Existence

Come to think of it, since the beginning of civilization, numerous God-believing structures have emerged from different areas in the world. Presuming that the different races came from simultaneous Homo Sapien evolutions in different parts of the world or are a product of adaptations from a single emergence of man to its migration to different climates and atmospheric conditions, it is not difficult to believe that either the origin "human-emergents" have had a "religion" since the beginning of their existence and somehow been adapted to the environmental condition where they migrated into or the Homo Sapiens emerging simultaneously from different parts of the globe have also had their respective "religions" in their own beginnings. Even the cave men had a sense of a so-called religion or a God-belief structure which leads me to say that human beings from their emergence either from evolution or evolution-creation or creation have had an intrinsic consciousness towards the universe or GOD. All the human emotions and ideas all lead to a certain kind of connection towards the known and unknown-the universe-GOD. For example, why do people look up the sky and feel a sense of communion? or communication? With what? With whom? Or when people look at everything around them, everything they co-exist with; nature, trees, animals, fellow humans, views of mountains, rivers, seas, clouds,etc. I would say that we are looking at the whole of us. We look at the sky , it looks as though we are separate from it and yet it looks as though it is everything, we look around and see that we are part of it, and that the world is part of the universe, and we are part of the world. This leads me to believe that the universe is US and the God we talk about is not actually a separately external being, au contraire, GOD IS THE WHOLE OF ALL OF US, the universe that includes us, and GOD IS EXISTING AS US, THE UNIVERSE. If God was supposedly perfect then why would God be lonely enough to create us? Why did God have a want to create us? Because God loves us? I don't think so. The definition of perfection is being, not lacking of anything, the sense of being free from anything of lack or excess or revision or creation. Creation by an external perfect being therefore does not make sense. I believe GOD IS. and GOD IS NOW. And GOD is purest in us when we are in total equilibrium. GOD THAT IS THE ALL OF US IS EITHER GOOD OR EVIL. The existence of a being of pure evil that should never be acknowledged or be given any form of respect is another coping mechanism man has devised to blame someone or something for the negative aspects of existence. I say this because existence in itself is a result of both creation and destruction, negative and positive, yin and yang, war and peace. On the other hand, a number of religions have dual-natured Gods or have Gods for both positive and negative forces. I believe religions that uphold the negativity and positvity of God are better because they have a respect for both destruction and creation, life and death, which is a more healthy way of existing and living than pushing for a 0ne-sided, evil-free or goodness-free existence which indefinitely will lead to frustration of existence. On a more personal note, whenever i am sad and feel dead in my bones or utterly filled with negative energy, it is not the idea of a better next hour or day or year that keeps me but the idea that I am existing, wether I am happy or sad or rich or poor, the best part of it is..I'm here.
Super Perfundo on the early eve of your day.