Changeophilia or Changeophobia?

change has begun:

- Jay and I are officially non-romantically attached
- no more UPSTAGE for me
- NO worries about my lungs, negative x-ray findings
- Sleeping alone in my room again
- probably spending more on celfone load
- spending more also on necessities
- lighter, freeier(does this word exist?) mode
- more rest and more time for work and academics