Hello...

I've been...
-sick for more than a week
-clinging onto this philosophical structure i've been begun to question again
-wanting to ride a plane
-aching to crack the mystery of innovation in art
-thinking I have pneumonia(how do you spell it)
-getting tired of running after friends who've shown symptoms of "obligatory friendship"
-trying to comprehend how things will be once my brother and his family flies to the states and stays there for good.
-teaching art to kids at BRIGHT Academy...I dunno what the acronym means
-realizing my intimacy towards my art is taking its toll.
-questioning a lot of things...most things actually
-thinking the only decent conversation I had was with Vera last Friday
-on ant auto-pilot perhaps
-wanting to go to a sanctuary
-disliking the weather for its gloomy visuals
-watching movies but not necesarrily appreciating them
-spending my first salary on trying food I haven't tried yet...like real cheddar cheese or blueberry jam
-mostly using the cab as transport
-needing a break
-needing mild sunlight
-taking a lot of medicine
-taking a break on writing
-thinking of what to dance for cook-out and the Bantawan blabla
-watching the news like a father would
-watching more political news
-looking forward to a federal form of government, not necessarily parliamentary
-getting thin as the guy in the krafty video
-wanting to quit UPSTAGE for good
-wanting to start my own art music band
-thinking of what to buy with my saved money
-taking warm baths with heated water
-neglecting the cocoa and shea butter lotion
-having multiple thoughts on everything
-wanting to get to high land
-wanting to do some gardening
-eating pasta mostly
-drinking juices mostly
-sleeping on the weekend
-...etcetera...etcetera...etcetera


Super Perfundo anyway..