A lot...

I have absolutley no idea no cognition what, who, where,why I AM.
A series of events and I am swimming again in oblivion but deeper this time. I am swimming with an angler fish but it is a stranger to me so it's practically useless. This blog is useless at the moment. I am in total disarray but at least like I said, there's the fish. It's useless in a sense of me knowing stuff but it does carry some light. I am looking at a tabula rasa with a light on in the bottom of a strange cold ocean. i speak in metaphors because there is no concrete thing I know yet. Or I don't know what I'm saying at all. if you're reading this then you've probably wasted your time. Not really. God this is annoying. Anyway, at least I feel light....