I need some loving

Three days in the house. I strived to make something out of free time, academic-free time that is. Have you people ever missed someone so much you feel your heart heat up and beat fast and your skin tingles and it just can be sufficed. God. I stumbled into the white rock after a long and frustrating search. I wish I could say ce'st la vie right now but I can't. I am angry at life for this deprivation. I have to admit I miss him like hell. I do.