Bonjour. I didn't want to be so alienatingly fragmented today so I will write out of my mouth. Yes I am still alive. A friend of mine met an old friend of ours who said he was renewed...hmmm...I dunno, I don't like the idea of renewal anymore. well only in this sense, that I have to respect my past because after all we are all the sum of all the moments of our lives. wow three all's. So I wouldn't want to trash away my past like how a christian does. Anyway, I was lying on the bench and I saw clouds moving westward, i said "that's funny" and then it suddenly dawned on me. what did? the reality of james' departure. well, J too is leaving end of march and my sister's sort've moving out considering the situation at home. mum hates pa, pa hates mum, pa hates me, pa hates my sister, my sister hates ma and pa, pa hates me, and so on and so forth. so people are leaving. and the time will soon come that I would have to face the fact that they're not so here anymore.
well, I am still confused about my thesis and I am now here because of that but i'm here doing this but I'm still gonna do what I'm here to do after I do this. So, I've added friends on my buzznet account and I don't really know them except for james...Friends funny funny word. i spent some time with my friends yesterday, talking and playing...for a while there we were exactly like children. like childhood type of friendship. I got to be the it sa habulan and of course I got them all and vera becomes it and doesn't finish the game...see....And they say my life is fair. hehehe. ummm...is it still raining?
