He invited me for lunch so we met up. fast forward. As he walked me to my jeep, for some reason, I wanted to tell him j was leaving earlier than I thought. It's funny coz I wanna tell J about james leaving too. I can't tell them. Fast forward. I went to ayala instead of going straight to school. i walked around, up and down with a stoic face, the worst I've ever had. I felt numb but I felt bad. maybe numb=bad. I wanted to hug him tight. Rewind. In the morning, as i passed by the campus gates, a leaf fell into my hand. smile. Fast forward. I was waiting for a jeep to school at ayala, a leaf falls on my shoulder.
I guess I'm not so happy. I can't believe this is still as fresh as my sweat, love is like an italian meal, everything smells like basil leaves.
