Last night, I actually got excited about tomorrow. I had a dream about my father pressing his hand on my chest so hard while he was praying for me that I couldn't breathe. I woke up at around 3 o' clock with the sweats because of that. I tried sleeping again. Then ma wakes me up coz the cat ate the fish she cooked for me. I checked my phone and I had 5 messages, 1 from Kara about her tv and newspaper coverage of my exhibit with pat. Tarahashi's morning greeting. Chai's leftover rant from yesterday. Globe's advisory saying my unlimited text service had expired at 4 am. And lastly James telling me he got laid. Whoa
Why does this happen? Why can't the universe help me out with just a little momentum? I prayed last night and thanked God for everything, and I got excited about tomorrow in years, and this happens right after I wake up? I've had this before but c'mon, cut me some fucking slack. What laws have I broken this time?
As a subsitute for swearing:
Irfhqwkjrgqkfh;lwfhwjfh;efhdfyreyupov!!!!!!!!
