I am very emotional right now...

Remember what Gwyneth said about Jude when she was talking to Matt in "The Talented Mr. Ripley"? She said "the thing with dicky(jude's character), it's like the sun shines on you and it's beautiful, then he leaves and its cold". I don't know. That doesn't really make sense. Anyway, my point is on James, when we're together, yes it is like the sun shines on me, and a while ago, when he took his cab home, I felt so alone. This is not the first time this happened. I am in danger of losing my mind in the following days. All reasons for that I keep to myself. I asked God to help me when I got off my cab. Please let there be light at the end of the tunnel.