My middle finger on my right hand hurts. I bit too much nail and cuticle. Pat and I bite our nails. Our fingernails look the same, like they were chewed and bit on. Hehe. Today was thesis proposal defense day and I shall mark it with a red flag because I was victorious. I will now brag about the whole thing. I really prepared for the defense, I studied my proposal last night, memorized some parts, even practiced "defending". Thanks to Pat and her Dad, my red works from mooon were transported back to UP last night thus I had sample works this morning. Sir Sio said "very good, Russ" and I will remember that. I jumped for joy outside the deliberating room. I felt like I got away with something, like I was guilty but was proven innocent. Hehe
"I can't believe were done" that's what I told Pat right after. I wish we could've celebrated after and talk art like the dorky geeks we are. Anyway, I just finished watching "Bee Season". It was ok. I still wanna know more about Buddhism. The film didn't have anything to do with Buddhism by the way. I still am barking like a dog but I'm getting better.
Sirmunds, me and other FASO peeps were on all the local papers today...naked. We did this performance last Monday where we took our clothes off for Budoy(the PBB housemate) at Kahayag Cafe. That was a bit odd but fun. My Ma cried this morning hearing about it from my other brother.
I have so many things to think about though...some of these are:
1. Being Chairperson of FASO
2. My Parents and their ways
3. J leaving again
4. James and my dreams about him
5. The room and what it means
6. That Buddhist temple and when the hell am I gonna go there
7. My skinny body
8. Things to get back
9. Going off somewhere quiet away from everything again to breathe
10. That performance with Serenata
11. Getting another job..Ms Stel...
12. My friends
13. Liyo and his situation
14. Tarahashi
15. My paintings at school
16. Painting
17. Poetry and Workshops
18. The Moon
19. My health
20. The thing in my pocket. in my head. in my life.
