I have to to get a hold of myself. I've been working incessantly and it seems that amidst all the stress and exhaustion I get from it, I haven't really functioned as well as I wanted to in all my occupations. What's worse than my jambalaya of occupations? My preoccupations. My psychological self has been working incessantly too. I want to get a hold of myself. I am worried, troubled, threatened, perplexed among other things- about a lot of things. I'm still always tired. And now I find myself in a competely different plane. One I do not wish to stay for long. Exhausted, I feel that I am caught in a muck. Also, I find my words totally superficial and devoid of substance. I've learned to talk faster but I'm not really expressing more than I used to. I want to get a hold of myself. I want to stop entertaining Virginia Woolfe's whispers: "it is possible...it is possible to..."
What is possible anyway?
